"Eat," Samuel said. "It's good."

Kahlan picked up the hind leg and tossed her half to him. "I'm not very hungry."

Samuel didn't argue. He tore into her half.

Kahlan lay back, resting her head against the saddle, and watched the stars. To take her mind off Samuel she thought again about Richard, wondering who he really was, and what his connection to her was. She thought about how he fought with a blade. In many ways it reminded her of the way she fought. She didn't know where she had learned what she knew. As she wandered through an internal landscape of shadowy uncertainties, she watched the moon slowly rise.

She began wondering why she should continue to stay with Samuel. He had saved her life, after a fashion, after Richard told him how. She supposed that she did owe him some gratitude. But why stay with him? He wasn't providing her any answers or real solutions. She didn't owe him her dogged allegiance. She wondered if she should strike out on her own.

She realized that even if she left Samuel and struck out on her own, without knowing who she was where would she go? She saw trees and mountains as they rode past, but she didn't know where she was. She didn't know where she grew up, where she lived, where she belonged. She didn't recognize the land or even remember any towns or cities, other than the places of the dead that she'd gone through after the Sisters had captured her. She was lost in a world that didn't know her and she didn't remember.

When she realized that the moon had risen above the trees, she looked over at Samuel. He had long ago finished his meal.

He was polishing his sword as it lay in his lap.

"Samuel," she called. He looked up as if being yanked out of a trance. "Samuel, I need to know where we're going."

"To a place where we will be safe."

"You've told me that before. If I'm going to continue to travel with you-"

"You must! You must come with me! Please!"

Kahlan was taken aback by his outburst of emotion. His eyes wide and round, he looked genuinely panicked.

"Why?"

"Because I will take us to safety."

"Maybe I can take myself to safety."

"But I can take you to someone who can help you get your memory back."

He had her attention. She sat up.

"You know someone who can help me get my memory back?"

Samuel nodded vigorously.

"Who?"

"A friend."

"How can I believe that you're telling me the truth?"

Samuel gazed down at the gleaming weapon in his lap. He ran adoring fingers over its curves.

"I am the Seeker of Truth. You have a spell that has taken your memory. I have a friend who can help you recover your past, recover yourself."

Kahlan's heart pounded with the abruptly unexpected prospect of having her memory back. All of her other questions seemed suddenly insignificant.

Samuel had never told her that he was the Seeker of Truth. She didn't know what the Seeker of Truth was, but she had seen the word truth in gold wire woven through the silver wire of the hilt. It seemed an odd title for someone so reluctant to offer any information about anything.

"When will I meet this person?"

"Soon. She is close."

"How do you know?"

Samuel looked up. His yellow eyes stared at her, looking like twin lanterns in the darkness.

"I can feel her. You must stay if you want to recover your past."

Kahlan thought about Richard with those strange symbols painted all over him. That was the past she was really interested in. She wanted to know her connection to that man with the gray eyes.

Richard knew that it was his only chance.

Darkness unlike anything he had ever known pressed in all around him. It was suffocating, terrifying, crushing.

Denna tried to protect him, but even she had no power to stop such a thing. No one did.

"You can't," came Denna's whispering voice in his mind. "This is a place of nothing. You can't do that."

Richard knew that it was his only chance.

"I have to try."

"If you do that, you will be naked to this place. Your protection will be stripped from you. You will not be able to be here any longer."

"I've done what I must."

"But you will not be able to find your way back."

Richard cried out in agony. The protective structure of the spell-forms that he had created was being shredded. The blackness all around was seeping in and crashing the life from him. This was a place that did not tolerate life. This was a place that existed to draw life itself away into the dark eternity of nothing.

The beast had followed him into that void of the underworld, and now it had him trapped in its own domain.

Finding his way back was no longer what concerned him. That option was already lost to him. His connection to the entry point was gone, broken away by the beast as it tore apart the fabric of the protective spells. There was no way back to the Garden of Life, no way to find something in the middle of nothing.

Now escape was all that mattered.

The beast was a thing created of Subtractive Magic and it was in a Sub-tractive world. Richard was caught in its lair.

In this place there was no help to be had. Denna could do nothing against a conjured creature of this sort, a creature in its own element.

There was no way he could even make it back to the Hall of Sky, where the ceiling of stone was like a window showing the sky across its surface. Even that now seemed forever ago, forever distant across the eternity of nothing. His connection to it was lost somewhere in the blackness.

As he felt the tormenting claws of death itself tearing to get at him he only wanted out.

His mind held those essential elements he had come for in a death grip. The beast was trying to strip them away from him. Even if it cost him his life, he could not let those things go. If he lost those ephemeral aspects, there would be no point in going back to the world of life.

"I have to do it," he cried through the stunning pain of what was ripping at his very soul.

Denna's arms tightened protectively, desperately, around him, but there was no protection to be had in that embrace. Despite how much she wanted to help him, this was a thing she could not fight. She was his protector in this world, but only in the sense of being his guide to help him find what he needed while keeping him from straying into dangers that would suck him forever downward into darker places yet. She was not his guardian from what might come out of that darkness, and she had no ability to stop a conjured creature that did not exist.

"I have to!" he cried out, knowing that there was nothing else to try.

Shimmering tears traced their way down Denna's beautiful, glowing face. "If you do this, I can't protect you."

"If I don't, what do you suppose will happen to me?"

She smiled sadly. "You will die here."

"Then what choice do I have?"

She began floating away, only her hand holding his.

"None," her silken voice said in his mind. "But I can't be with you if you do this."

Twisting in pain as the beast tightened around him, Richard managed to nod. "I know, Denna. Thank you for all you have done. It was a true gift."

Her sad smile widened as she drifted farther away. "For me, too, Richard. I love you."

Richard felt her fingers still touching his. He nodded as best he could. "One way or another, you will always be in my heart."

He felt her kiss on his cheek. "Thank you, Richard, for that above all else."

And then she was gone.

When she vanished, and Richard was suddenly alone, enveloped in incomparable solitude and darkness, in the absence of everything, he released Additive Magic into the beast in a world where it could not exist.

In that instant, as the concussion of the Additive came into being in the heart of nowhere, the beast, unable to endure such an irreconcilable clash between what was and what was not, between the world of life and the world of the dead, between suddenly containing without any protective buffers an element of Additive in a world of Subtractive, disintegrated out of existence in both worlds.