It was a deplorable state of affairs, and had haunted him increasingly as the weeks passed, for he was growing no younger. The aftermath of Krispin's murder had underlined how precarious was the safety of anyone possessing powers unlike the rest of humankind; pretty Alyce de Corwyn was still excommunicate, and Jessamy had become a pitied recluse, still mourning the death of her son. With the right preparation, young Brion would have powers not unlike those of a Deryni — and might also fall victim to those who hated such things, if he had not protection and guidance.

For that, the king decided he must provide another protector. And as he contemplated this need, a possible plan began to take shape in his mind.

It was Holy Thursday, the night the king was to present himself at the cathedral, that the Lady Jessamy MacAthan also made her way there, first to attend the Maundy Mass, with its washing of the feet. But then, as the stripping of the altars began, with the solemn processions of the Reserved Sacrament to the altar of repose, she slipped down into the crypt to pray beside her son's tomb.

She had found herself visiting the graves of her children with increasing regularity in the past months, for she had begun to sense that she would not be long in joining them. She now believed a canker to be festering in her womb, and guessed that the affliction very likely would be mortal. At times, when she lay awake in the night with the dull pain gnawing at her innards, she even wondered whether God was punishing her for bearing this, the last of her children, and the only boy among them. Even more, she worried that the boy's father had not been her husband.

«Dear, dear Krispin», she murmured, lifting her head to run a caressing hand across the top of the marble lid, now carved with his name and the years of his brief life. She had brought spring wildflowers to adorn the tomb for Easter, as she had done for her other children buried here, and she shook her head in sad resignation as she inhaled deeply of the flowers' clean fragrance.

«I thought I might find you here», came a low voice from the doorway behind her.

She had not heard his distant footsteps, over the murmur of chanting voices in the cathedral above, but she knew his presence, and only half turned her head toward him, resenting his intrusion.

«Good evening, Sire. I am surprised that you would come here at this hour».

«You did».

He came and knelt beside her, bowing his head briefly in prayer and then crossing himself before turning to sit on the kneeler beside her, facing the only exit from the chamber.

«I miss him, too, Jessamy», he said after a moment.

She sank down to also sit, hunkering down in the lining of her cloak, for it was chill in the royal crypt.

«All the same, was it wise for you to come here, being excommunicate?» she asked.

«I, too, have children buried here», he replied. «And shortly, I go to make my peace with the Church. Besides, I left two good men standing guard upstairs. No one may enter save by going past them. And your maid is keeping vigil before the altar of repose — and will do so until I rouse her, or you do».

«Then, you came here specifically to see me», she ventured.

«In part. And to avail myself of the witness of only the dead».

«Then, you chose well, for I shall soon be among them», she said.

«What?» He kept his voice low, but his surprise was unmistakable.

«I have a canker in my womb. I doubt I shall see the autumn».

His silence was like a wall between them.

«I am very sorry to hear that», he finally said softy.

She shrugged. «I am sorry to have to say it. I had hoped for many more years. Sadly, I am not to be granted that». She shrugged again and sighed.

«But that is not why you came down here to seek me out. Nor, I think, was it to visit my son — our son».

«No». He turned his face slightly away from her, scuffing at the grit under his boot. «I go later to meet with the archbishop and his monks, to purge myself of my guilt in executing our son's killer — not the man's death, but the going outside canon law to do it. I have been fasting for three days. It is true that fasting sharpens the mind».

«I have long told you that», she murmured, smiling faintly as she leaned her head against the side of her son's tomb.

He inclined his head in agreement, but went on with his previous train of thought.

«I have been thinking about the loss of our son, and how Brion now shall have no protector. One of the men with me tonight is Sir Kenneth Morgan, who is to marry Alyce de Corwyn — who is Deryni. It occurs to me that a de Corwyn son might make an acceptable replacement for… the one who was lost».

«How casually you set him aside», she said bitterly. «But then, you did not hold his lifeless body in your arms. You did not see the injuries done it. You did not clutch at the wrenching in your heart when they laid him in this tomb, or feel a part of your soul die as the lid slid into place».

She had felt him tense beside her as she spoke, each new observation like a physical blow, but he only said, «No. I did not.

«But never believe that I did not love him, in my way», he went on, after a few seconds. «What I could do, I did — and my purgation later tonight will be the cost of it. But there is nothing that you or I can do to change what was and is. He is gone. I have other sons who must be protected. As a king, I must put that above all other considerations».

«Yes, I am well aware of what you have been willing to do, to protect those sons», she said dully.

«Then, you will understand why I am minded to place that protection into the hands of the next Duke of Corwyn, who will be half Deryni».

She gave a mirthless chuckle and lightly shook her head. «Better half Deryni than no Deryni at all», she said. «But even if Alyce were to wed your precious Kenneth tomorrow, I doubt that I shall ever see any child of that union». She paused a beat. «Or — is it that you do not mean it to be Sir Kenneth's child?»

When he said nothing, she shifted position to stare at him more directly. «Donal?»

«It is the obvious solution to my present dilemma».

«That assumes that she would agree to such an arrangement», Jessamy said incredulously.

«You did».

She snorted. «I was a respectable matron with many children already, and a husband I merely tolerated».

«She shall have a husband», Donal said mildly.

«And then you would ask her to bear your child? I think not».

«You do not think that I would ask her?» the king countered.

«I do not think she would agree to it», Jessamy said. «And if you took her against her will, all would know of the child's bastardy. Besides, her first son must be the next Duke of Corwyn — and you may not have time to breed a second».

«Her first son shall be duke regardless of his father — and I had not thought to take her against her will», Donal said carefully. «I had not thought to let her be aware of it at all. You could help me do that».

«I?..»

He gave a careful nod. «Did you not tell me, years ago, that her father Keryell had set certain controls upon her and her sister before sending them to court, and had given those controls into your keeping?»

She turned her face away, troubled by what she was hearing.

«Those controls were set so that I might assist in their training, and to ensure that they exercised due caution regarding what they are. By rights, I should have released her by now».

«But you have not released her, have you?»

«No».

«Then, it appears that you can, indeed, help me in what I desire».

A heavy silence fell between them, stirred only by the sound of their breathing for a long moment, as Jessamy weighed her answer. In the cathedral above, the sounds of public devotion were gradually fading away, the last worshippers departing for the night.