Some nights-especially in winter, wh«!n the bare trees permitted more of a view of the lit dining room and kitchen windows of strangers' houses-Homer Wells liked to take a short car ride before dinner. He wondered about the families who were eating dinner together- what were their real lives like? St. Cloud's had been more predictable. What did anyone really know about all those families sitting down to have a meal?

'We are a family. Isn't that the main thing?' Candy asked Homer Wells, whenever Homer appeared to her to be taking longer and longer drives before dinner.

'Angel has a family, a really wonderful family. Yes, that's the main thing,' Homer agreed.

And when Wally would tell her how happy he was, how he felt: he was the luckiest man alive-how anyone would give up his legs to be as happy as Wally was-those were the nights that Candy couldn't sleep; those were the nights when she'd be aware of Homer Wells, who was wide awake, too. Some nights they would meet in the kitchen-they'd have some rnilk and apple pie. Some nights, when it was warm, they'd sit by the swimming pool not touching each other; to any observer, the space between them would have indicated a quarrel (although they rarely quarreled), or else indifference (but they were never indifferent to each other). The way they sat by the pool reminded them both of how they used to sit on Ray Kendall's dock, before they'd sat closer together. If ever they were too conscious of this memory-and of missing that dock, or of missing Ray (who'd died before Angel was old enough to have any memory of him)-this would spoil their evening by the swimming pool and they would be forced back to their separate bedrooms, where they would lie awake a little longer.

As he grew older (and almost as insomniac as his father), Angel Wells would often watch Homer and {578} Candy sitting by the pool, which he could also see out the window of his room. If Angel ever thought anything about the two of them sitting out there, it was why such old friends sat so far apart.

Raymond Kendall had died shortly after Wally and Candy were married. He was killed when the lobster pound blew up; his whole dock was blown apart, and his lobster boat sank, and two old heaps of automobiles he was working on were jolted across his parking lot a good twenty-five yards down the coastal highway by the explosion-as if they'd been driven under their own power. Even the picture window at the Haven Club was collapsed by the blast, but it happened so late at night that the bar was closed and none of the Haven Club's regular drinkers was on hand to see their favorite eyesore obliterated from their view of Heart's Haven Harbor.

Ray had been tinkering with his homemade torpedo; for all of his legendary mechanical genius, he must have found out something about a torpedo that he didn't know. The misfortune of someone you love can bring out the guilt in you; Candy regretted that she'd not told her father about Homer and Angel Wells. It was no consolation to her that she imagined Ray already knew everything; she had been able to understand, by his silences, that he wanted to hear it from her. Yet not even the death of her father could prompt Candy Kendall to tell her story to anyone.

As far south along the coastal highway as Powell's Ice Cream Palace, there had been dead lobsters and lobster parts in the parking lot and in the road. This had prompted Herb Fowler (who was never caught without something funny to say) to ask old Mr. Powell if he was inventing a new ice cream flavor.

Herb had waited for the summer that Angel Wells was fifteen before he flicked Angel his first rubber. Angel's feelings were slightly hurt that Herb had not initiated him sooner. Angel's pal and co-worker, pudgy Pete Hyde, was only a few months older than Angel (and not {579} nearly so grown up, in countless ways), and Angel knew that Herb Fowler had bounced a rubber off Pete Hyde's head when Pete was only thirteen. What Angel hadn't yet fathomed was that Pete Hyde was a part of Ocean View's working-class family, and Angel-although he worked with the workers-was from the boss's family.

The workers knew that Homer Wells ran Ocean View. He was the one most in charge. This would not have surprised Olive, and it was clear that Candy and Wally were grateful for Homer's authority. Perhaps because the workers knew that Homer had come from St. Cloud's, they felt that he was closer to them; he lived in what Big Dot Taft called 'the fancy house,' but he was like one of them. None of the workers resented that Homer was the boss, with the possible exception of Vernon Lynch, who resented any and every authority-all the more so since Grace Lynch had died.

Candy, who looked into the matters concerning the workers' wives, discovered that Grace had been pregnant; she'd died of acute peritonitis, following a misguided attempt to abort herself. Homer, who would often wonder why she had not chosen to make a second trip to St. Cloud's, liked to think that she had not died in vain. It had been her death (and Dr. Harlow's particularly unsympathetic response to it) that had prompted Nurse Caroline to resign from the Cape Kenneth Hospital staff, as Homer Wells had been encouraging her to do. Nurse Caroline finally took Homer's suggestion and offered her services to St. Cloud's.

'Homer Wells sent me,' Nurse Caroline said, when she introduced herself to Wilbur Larch. The old man had not grown too careless.

'Sent you for what?' Larch asked.

Tm a trained nurse,' she said. 'I'm here to help you.'

'Help me do what?' asked Larch, who was not very convincing at portraying innocence.

'I believe in the Lord's work,' Nurse Caroline said, exasperated.{580}

'Well, why didn't you say so?' Wilbur Larch asked.

So he's given me something besides apple trees, the old man mused. So there's still hope for him.

Nurse Angela and Nurse Edna were so relieved to get Nurse Caroline that they weren't even jealous. Here was the new blood that might hold the board of trustees at bay a while longer.

'The new nurse is a definite improvement to the situation,' Dr. Gingrich confided to the board. 'I would say that she takes a lot of pressure off making any immediate decision.' (As if they weren't trying to replace the old man every minute!)

'I'd prefer a young doctor to a young nurse,' Mrs Goodhall declared. 'A young doctor and a young administrator. You know how I feel about the records; the records of that place are pure whimsy. But it's at least a temporary improvement; I'll buy that,' she said.

If Wilbur Larch could have heard her, he would have said: 'Just give me the time, lady, and you'll buy more than that.'

But in 195-, Wilbur Larch was ninety-something. Sometimes his face would hold so still under the ether cone that the mask would stay in place after his hand had dropped to his side; only the force of his exhalations would make the cone fall. He had lost a lot of weight. In a mirror, or traveling with his beloved ether, he had the impression that he was becoming a bird. Only Nurse Caroline had the courage to criticize his drug habit. 'You should know, of all people,' Nurse Caroline told him roughly.

'Me of all people?' Larch asked innocently. Sometimes, he found it was fun to provoke her.

'You have a low opinion of religion,' Nurse Caroline remarked to him.

'I suppose so,' he said cautiously. She was a little too young and quick for him, he knew.

'Well, what do you suppose a drug dependency is-if not a kind of religion?' Nurse Caroline asked. {581}

'I have no quarrel with anyone at prayer,' Wilbur Larch said. 'Prayer is personal-prayer is anyone's choice. Pray to whom or what you want! It's when you start making rules,' said Wilbur Larch, but he felt lost. He knew she could talk circles around him. He admired socialism, but talking to a damn socialist was like talking to any true believer. He had heard her say, so many times, that a society that approved of making abortion illegal was a society that approved of violence against women; that making abortion illegal was simply a sanctimonious, self-righteous form of violence against women-it was just a way of legalizing violence against women, Nurse Caroline would say. He had heard her say, so many times, that abortions were not only a personal freedom of choice but also a responsibility of the state-to provide them.